hello... I haven't posted in several days, so I thought it was time for an update..
First of all my thoughts and prayers are with Lo.. I am so very sorry for your loss.

As I told you last time, I have started a myspace page..I am still not quite sure what I am doing there, but anyway...On myspace I have run into an exboyfriend of mine, from like nearly 20 years ago. We have been talking some. I won't get into more of that now.

As for the BF, I have asked him to leave... NO LUCK yet.. he won't go. I think I have threatened it so much that now he just dosen't believe me. I want him to go, I just have to be very careful of how I handle things with him. He can be violent and there's no telling what he might do in one of his rages.. But he is going away for the weekend on a hunting trip, so I will not have to deal with him this weekend. I just don't know how to get him to leave for good.. he tries to lay on these guilt trips of "how could you put me out, here at the holidays, just so I can't be with my daughter for the holidays" and crap like that.. Well, I think he should be thinking of his daughter everyday, instead of out running around, and not just b/c holidays are coming up.. But whatever.. I just keep hoping that everything will work out for the best. He is being all nice and sweet and sticking to the freaking house like super glue, but we all know it won't last too long.. And I just don't even care.

King, you are the best, and you mean the world to me too.. I hope you began to write more. I so love your stories. I too am sad that we were with several hundred miles of each other and yet could not meet. I so HATE that.

Okay well I think I have bored you long enough. I hope you all are well and that everything is going good for all of you. You guys are my bestest friends..

Hiya everyone.. I haven't posted in a while. I been keeping up with everyone, I been reading you guys blogs. I just haven't had much to say of my own. There seems to be so much blog drama going on. I have enough of my own drama so I just keep to myself sometimes. Plus I started a myspace page and I been going there alot. I still haven't figured out myspace. It is much more confusing than blogging. This is easy you just come here and type whatever you wanna say. So anyway. Looks like everyone had a happy and safe Halloween. We did. We are still eating candy...

Lo and Dawn..... I so wish I lived close to you guys.. Yall totally rock. I so would love to come over and hang out....

King, I hope you are feeling okay and doing well. I miss talking to you. I am glad to see you writing some. I will be thinking of you and praying for you to feel better...

Things for me are okay at this moment. I layed down the law to the BF... so to speak. It won't last, but for now he is better. I told him I was tired of the crap and wasn't taking any more. SO if he couldn't cut it out, then he could get the fuck out!!!!! And I meant it, I even offered to help him pack..Don't get me wrong I am not perfect nor an angel.. But I will not be talked to like shit, nor will I be treated like shit. I have had enough. This will not last, it won't take long and he'll be back to the same old crap again, well, He can go then... Cuz this time I really mean it.... I will not take one more cussing for anything, I will not be blamed for his problems... They are not my problems..

Okay, Sorry guys I think I just had to give myself a little pep talk... Anyway I hope you all are well and doing great............ let me know... I love your comments!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!