Hello!!!! I guess I am feeling better this morning. The bf was home last night, but at this point I am so frustrated with him that I wish he would've just left. He made an effort to be nice, but I wasn't buying it, cause I know it won't last. So why even try? I know you wonder why don't you just leave him? Well, that's a good question that I can't answer. I have tried. I know I am bettert than this and do not in any way deserve to be mistreated, but still I can't seem to get away from him. For people who have not been in this situation, you'll never understand. Most people don't, they say oh well I would just tell him where he can go. Yeah Right!!!! For some reason you just can't. I don't know why. I wish I did. I do not have low self esteem, or anything like that,so I know it is not that. I just don't know what it is. Can anyone help me???? I can't seem to help myself.
posted by Lilsoutherngirl at 7:09 AM
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I really do understand, having stayed in abusive situations myself. I really really do. Some of it has to do with fear of the unknown and being afraid you cant make it alone. It helps to pray abou tthings and ask God to help you work it out. It really does. I also will pray for you! Kiss King
The time isn't right yet. One day you'll just know that enough is enough and you'll do what feels right without blinking. Who knows? Maybe it will all turn around and work out well? Just try and be good to yourself while things are crappy, don't let him walk all over you and make you feel even worse.
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