Good Morning all! Well, I am again tired and sleepy this morning. I didn't sleep very well. The bf did not come home last night. The last I heard from him he was at one of his buddies houses. (drinking beer of course) And I didn't hear from him again. I am really sick of this crap. The only reason I don't tell him to get out, is I don't want him to go and file for any kind of visitation for Little One. I Don't want him to be able to take Little One off for the weekends.I would go crazy knowing I had to let him takeLIttle One for a whole weekend. I don't think he is responsible enough to take care of himself, much less a child. I know that is a lame excuse to use, but it is true enough. But I honestly don't know how much more I can take of this crap. He does this ever so often. where he takes these spells of running around, and then just as quick her is back to staying home. I just deal with it the best I can, and right now it's none too good. Oh well, Maybe tomorrow will be better. After all :Tomorrow is Another Day.
posted by Lilsoutherngirl at 6:12 AM
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Hey Sweetie!
I know how hard it is to cut ties with a bf. I lived in an abusive relationship for years. Ricky was a physician and you wouldnt think a pahysician could be so abusive. Or that he WOULD BE! I felt like he owed me because he took such care of me when I had my surgeries. He took such good care of me when Yann killed himself. I was devastated again with another "suicide" in my family! He was very compassionate most of the time, but when he would drink he would beat me with a leather strap about 6 feet long and about an inch thick. And yes. I can be considered bi-sexual. It was hard to leave him. I dont know why. It just was. Lots of legalities were involved. That was one reason, but I'm so much happier in Louisiana and not with him. So I do understand how it is in a relationship you know doesnt feel right. My satellite was cutting up real bad yesterday and last night and I got hardly anything posted. I am way behind in my writing and it feels bad too. Hope to be able to post. Thanks so much for all your comments and for visiting Helen's blog. Dont you just love Helen? She is such a serious Mother and Wife. I envy that family unit. Trying to make one of my own with my kids. Sometimes its kinda hard. You take care of your babies and hope to hear from you soon. Is your first name Barbara? I loved the email about the Ladies Restroom! HAhahaha LMAO kiss King
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