NOTHING

I can't think of anything to say. I have so much I want to say and yet I can't find the words to type. So I will sit here and stare at this screen and just type a bunch of nonsense that dosen't say what I want to say. Do I make any sense at all? Prob not. I am just frustrated, I am just typing all this crap and on the inside I am screaming....I feel the words flowing through my veins, but they won't come out, they just stay there, stuck inside, screaming. I feel it, they want to come out, but if they ever start,they prob won't stop.I feel a little crazy. Is it possible to be a little crazy and not fully crazy???? Do you know, do you care? Why should you? Why should anyone??? I wan t to scream...really loud, just stand up on a mountain somewhere and scream my frustrations out til they're gone. I hate........I don't know what I hate.......Right now everything, nothing. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! There that was a scream sorta.. Didn't help much... that virtual scream.. I think I'll go now.I just don't know how to say what I want to.There is so much I need to get out, but can't find the words... Maybe later.