I'm tired, so tired. Exhausted... for no reason. I haven't slept well the past few nights, but have slept enough. I think (well actually I'm pretty sure) its from STRESS>>> I feel so worn out. My arms and legs feel heavy. I have no energy. I didn't eat last night,and am not really hungry now, which is pretty unusual for me. I am at the end of my rope and hanging by a thread... I am so tired of hearing complaints, bitching, whining and fighting. I don't thinkI have ever said how bad things are...well they are BAD, so bad one night last week, I was up til after 3 in the morning, getting bitched at. Then up at 7 to be at work at 8. I have had enough. I just don't know how to stop it. i want to. I have tried before and I always go back or let him come back... How do I stop this insanity.... Cuz that's what it is. There is no logical reason for any person to act this way. The rants and raves, screaming, it is really unbelievable that this is a person. What do I do? Where do I turn? Why can't he just disappear? AARRRRGGGHHHHHH.. I guess my main question is WHY ME ? I have always tried to be good and have never done anything to anybody. I do not deserve this crap from someone else. I am sick of this..Sick and Tired.
posted by Lilsoutherngirl at 9:47 AM
7 Comments:
NO! You DO NOT derserve to be treated that way. And your daughter shouldn't see her mommy being treated that way either.
You need to understand that him yelling and moaning and bitching ISNT your fault. It's HIS problem.
For whatever reason (And I am saying this with no prior knowledge to your relationship)
PLEASE contact your nearest STATE agency. They can help you.
You need to make that FIRST STEP tho and ask for help.
I helped a close friend leave an abusive realtionship...you can do it.... i swear you can.
CONTACT your state. I will get more information on this.
You need a restraining order. For both you and your daughter.
You need to establish paternity.
You need to file for custody. FULL PHYSICAL!!! and possible joint LEGAL.... But if you have a restraining order then you might consier supervised viitations.
There is so much help available out there for women. FOR YOU.
Al my friend had to do was say "I need help leaving my abusive boyfriend" And they did.
Who is your closest friend? You need someone honey.
I know right now your not feeling strong. But look at your daughter and become strong.
His ass needs to go.
Luvlyl77@excite.com if you need anything....PLease contact someone.
Thanks Lo-
Laurie is so right honey! You need to get away from him!
You have your daughter to think of too. Like Lo said, she might think it is OK to be treated that way and you don't want that life for her. And we don't want it for you.
My sister also got out of an abusive relationship. It took starting her whole life over, but she did it and she has moved on to a better life.
Its coming baby doll! A change is coming and its in the wind. There WILL be a way made for you! Just trust God You tell Him, you tell him to make you a way! Im praying for you! Kiss King
Great comment Laurie!
sounds to me as if the time is almost here..you're getting strng enough to see that without him, life can be EXCITING! Look at your daughter and imagine that this is happening to HER and then ask yourself what to do, she is growing up seeing that you think this is acceptable to you, so she will think that it is OK for her, no matter how good he is to her ( if he is) the greatest thing a man can do for his children is to love thier mother, the opposite is also true, the worst thing he can do is treat her like crap. If you're not strong enough to do it for you..do it for her, show her what strength and self worth is, pretend if you have to and before long you'll see you actually believe it!
i agree with everything that laurie said.
don't let him hurt you. and if you can't make the changes for you do it for your daughter. you don't want her to follow in these types of footsteps. you do not want her to think that it is okay to take that kind of treatment from ANYONE and if you stay you are teaching her that it is okay.
be strong. do whatever you need to do to get out. i obviously don't know how bad it is...but do what you have to do!
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